The escaped feeling

Tonight I felt something I haven't felt in a long time. A feeling that I've missed. The feeling where your heart skips a beat, because you're with him or the feeling of butterflies when you accidentally touch. I miss the gitty feeling of having a "crush." For so long these feelings have escaped me. I haven't felt like this for a long time. I almost forgot what it felt like. Only problem is the boy that's giving me these feelings is leaving on his mission in t-minus 21 days. I worry that the feeling will leave with him. I will try and use up all the time I have left with this boy. But for now it's good to know that the feelings are slowly coming back.